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We Can Still Whisper-6-   It was Thursday, the last day of school. The summer I was once dreading didn't seem as horrible anymore, I'd just be locked up in my room the whole time, that's okay I guess, I don't have anything better to do. I got up from bed and got ready for school. I applied a miniscule amount of eyeliner, but no making my hair perfect. I purposely got into the black jeans that he loved on me; I purposely put on the black long sleeve dress shirt and crimson tie.    It was the last time I'd ever wear them. I grabbed my red fingerless gloves, put them on and walked to school. My parents trusted me now since they knew I did We Can Still Whisper-6-
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We Can Still Whisper-5-   I looked at Mikey. His face was ice cold. I looked back at Gerard, trying to search his eyes, but he just stared at the floor. He moved aside from the doorway, his arms crossed. I ran down the stairs, tears streaming through my eyeliner, running down my face and hitting his floor, never leaving, always staining their grayish mark.  
  When I reached the bottom landing I grabbed my bag and kept running. I reached my house and was relieved when my parents weren't there; I went up to my room and was for once okay with being locked inside of it. I myself locked it from the inside and curled into a ball on the floo We Can Still Whisper-5-
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We Can Still Whisper-4-"Okay, how we doing this?" Gerard asked.  "Well, they barred my window so that kills plan A, moving on to plan B."  "They what?"  "Barred my window."  "Shit, are you serious?"  "Yeah."  "They’ve imprisoned you! Okay, what’s B?"  "Okay, tomorrow or the day after we gotta run from school, it's the only way I can get away at this point. It’s the only place they’re not watching me…"  "Okay, we can run to my house, and from there to my dads place, I called him last night, he really has changed."  "That's really good, Gee…But do you really think he'd like me?"  "Frank, We Can Still Whisper-4-
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We Can Still Whisper-3-     "It'll be okay, Frankie, my mom will take care of this."  Gerard’s soothing words didn't do much to calm me down, but it helped to have him here, holding my hand.  Later that night around eleven when Gerard’s mom got home he told her what happened.  
"Well, Frank, there's not much I can do, if your parents want you back I can't keep you here, there are few options, I don't like any of them."  
I nodded and gripped Gerard’s hand.  "Well…school's out in a week…You and Gerard could...I'm not going to say it, no parent should tell their child to do this…"  " We Can Still Whisper-3-
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Goodbye everyone...

Mon Jul 6, 2009, 6:08 PM
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: The sounds of my life wallowing away
  • Reading: The journal text
  • Watching: My feelings fade as I go numb In shock
  • Playing: With what's left of my sanity
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Goodbye everybody. I won't be coming on here for a very, very long time. Let's just say I'm in a SHIT-LOAD of trouble from my parents and let's just leave it at that. I feel horrid that I have to leave you hanging on all of these things that I've written and I will long wait the month or so that I must to get back on here. I don't even know if I'll be back after a month because my laptop will be on lockdown.
Every single thing I do they'll know about. This is not joke, I'm not laughing, I'm on the verge of tears. This place was what made my shitty life seem a little bit brighter and you guys were all so awesome. Thank you for being there as my friends. I will not stop writing and I will not give up.
I don't have time to say a lot more, my dad will be home soon and I will more than likely be skinned alive by him...I'm going to miss this place so, so, so much and I'm going to miss everybody so, so, so much. I know this journal makes no sense, but that's because I'm ranting and I'm shaking and I just can't pull together what I want to say...God, I don't know how I'm going to live without the therapy of this place, my life is dependent on this and music...I won't have either...
I'm just praying they won't find this, too. If they find this account, I mine as well jump in a hole and bury myself. Well, see you all later, hope there is a later...
I'm not quite sure what I should put for my mood right now, I'm feeling a million different emotions. Fear, despair, sadness, shock, horror, nervous, panic, hysterical, miserable, sorrow, tearful, stunned, speechless...and oh shit, dad's home...

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  • Current Residence: Cemetery Drive
  • Interests: Frank Iero, Gerard Way, writing, reading, listening to music, playing guitar, snowboarding
  • Favourite movie: Life On The Murder Scene
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance, Slipknot, Age of Daze, Hawthorne Heights,Disturbed,Three Days Grace
  • Favourite genre of music: Any rock music
  • Favourite artist: Gerard Way
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dean Koontz and John Saul
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  • Favourite game: Animal Crossing: City Folk
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii and my computer

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~My-Chemical-Poptart Aug 22, 2009, 10:38:19 PM
I know I just left a comment but I am REALLY sad right now :cry: I don't want you to leave!!! Your so good at writing!!! I would hate it if my parents found my Frerard's, I would be skinned alive and forced to delete them all... that would be deleting my life's work, what I'm parrionate about, what I'm really good at. I will miss you dearly, my friend... goodbye for now...

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"AHAHAHA HE TOLD YOU NOT TO!!! AHAHAHA I AM WINDEXTOR!!! I WILL CLEAN YOUR SOUL!!! AHAHAHAHA!!!" ~Dane Cook :D
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~My-Chemical-Poptart Aug 22, 2009, 10:32:39 PM
:O I DIDN'T KNOW YOU LEFT NOW MENTIONING YOUR PARENTS MAKES ME EXTREMELY GUILTY ABOUT WRITING MY FRERARDS :'( I will miss you dearly, my friend...

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"AHAHAHA HE TOLD YOU NOT TO!!! AHAHAHA I AM WINDEXTOR!!! I WILL CLEAN YOUR SOUL!!! AHAHAHAHA!!!" ~Dane Cook :D
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The songs are all wildly different, but the one I'm really excited about is called "Death Before Disco." To me, it's the greatest song we've ever written, it's my favorite MCR song.- Gerard Way
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~anavamp95 Jul 14, 2009, 5:32:32 PM
INEEDMOREWECANSTILLWHISPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Mood: Joy ~anavamp95 Jul 14, 2009, 4:46:57 PM
u have so many frerard stories soo so many.. this is what my collection has been waiting for

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~I-Wish-You-Away Jul 8, 2009, 9:27:25 PM
When will you come back D:
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